I wish I could understand my emotions better. Deciding to go for what I want versus going for what is right is a difficult challenge and I don’t know how to face it. “Don’t send it first… don’t over think everything… try and forget” These are the things I tell myself everyday but I don’t know what to do anymore. When you said all that, did you even mean it? Or was it just an “in the moment” thing. I can’t handle getting my hopes up for nothing, but I also can’t stop thinking about it.